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I don't know for sure what I want out of life...exactly. There are literally thousands of things floating around in my mind that I want to do & become but probably only a quarter to half of those "things" will ever happen. There is part of a line from a song I particularly like which goes "live in dreams". Most of what I want in life is a huge dream which I am hoping will become reality, even though some parts of it are extremely unlikely to happen.

My heart (in more ways than one) is in New York City and for a long time now I have wanted to move there. So many endless opportunities that I know I won't be able to get here. I don't live in the middle of nowhere since there is a fairly large & well known city about 30 minutes away from me, but I've been around it all my life and it has just gotten "old". I don't want to move away from all of my friends & family but I don't want to pass up so many opportunities that could come up that I may regret later in life. Hopefully someday soon that will all change and I can move to what I feel is really home for me. Life is going by quickly and some things I want to do & people I want to meet & be around aren't going to be there when I am older & have more freedom, it's kind of depressing thinking about it.

I wish I knew more people in person who share the same interests & have similar characteristics as I do. I have plenty of friends & family who I care about in real life, but I wish I knew some of my online friends in person. We share so many interests and it is hard to find someone like that where you live to have a good friendship with, when instead you can just do a search on Google and find a forum or a website full of people who have the same interest at heart.

I could ramble on & on all day which I tend to do A LOT haha, but I doubt many if anyone will read this, but if you are and you want to know more about me I would love to tell you anything you are interested in knowing. :-)